The resident's association for my apartment building is holding a couple of events. Tonight they are holding what they are calling a murder mystery dinner although it seems more like a role-playing exercise to me. And tomorrow Pastor David is bring a Thanksgiving meal for the residents. I am not sure whether to go score the free meal or make friend chicken and fixings for myself. I really do not enjoy the holidays especially now that I am completely alone, having lost the only family I have!!! I have loads of relatives but no real family!!! The only gifts I will be getting are the ones I get for myself since no one else will arse themselves to get me anything!!! I really dislike the holiday season now more than ever!!!